Yom Kippur- The Real Avodah

  1. The halachah states: “One who is dangerously ill must not fast on Yom Kippur…”

The Shem MiShmuel once wrote to his son-in-law, Rav Yaakov Tzvi:

“I heard from my daughter that the doctor feels that you are improving, may Hashem send you a complete recovery. Yom Kippur is approaching, and I want to warn you not to act overly righteous by fasting if the doctor tells you to eat. If he says that eating less than a shiur is not dangerous for your health, then do so. But if he says that even this is not enough for you, G-d forbid that you should endanger yourself by being stringent! The same Torah that commanded us to fast on Yom Kippur also commanded us to eat when health requires it.

“Do not think that only an immediate danger permits eating. Even when there is the shadow of a doubt, one must eat. This is what the Gemara teaches in Yoma: if a sick person says that he does not need to eat but the doctor says he does, we listen to the doctor. This is true even when the sick person himself understands the nature of illness— even if he is a real expert—still, we listen to the doctor.

“I am certain you recall what you have heard from me many times: the main element of Judaism is to nullify one’s own understanding before that of the Torah and the sages, even if they tell you something that appears counterintuitive. This is the most important avodah of a Jew. By eating as ordered by the doctor, you will be fulfilling this exalted avodah. Therefore, you should feel no pain if you must eat. In such a case, you are doing a more precious avodah than one who fasts.”

  1. The halachah states: “We read the book of Yonah on Yom Kippur.”

On a simple level, the connection of Sefer Yonah with Yom HaKippurim is that it concludes with the mass fasting and repentance of the people of Ninveh and an affirmation of Hashem’s limitless care for all His creatures.

The Mishnah Berurah brings a deeper dimension to this custom based on a powerful Kabbalistic concept. We read Sefer Yonah on Yom Kippur to internalize that whatever Hashem wants for us will happen, regardless of our machinations. In the end, we will do whatever is necessary to play our part in the Divine plan, just as Yonah did. We can try to run away and avoid our life’s mission, but the same tests will recur until we finally get it right. Even if we resist throughout our entire lifetime, we will return again and again through gilgulim—reincarnations—until we ultimately fulfill our mission. Resistance only makes it take longer. So why belabor it?

The Creator wanted Yonah to prophesy to the people of Ninveh, warning them to repent or die. Yonah feared that they would indeed repent, and this would make the unrepentant Jewish people suffer by comparison. So he fled Eretz Yisrael—generally the only place where prophets receive their visions—but his efforts were in vain. Hashem sent a storm, and Yonah immediately understood that it was meant to sink him. He told the sailors to throw him into the sea and was swallowed by a gigantic fish. Our Kabbalistic sources explain that this means that Yonah died. His soul cried out for deliverance, and he was finally “spit out”–reincarnated–and compelled to do exactly what Hashem had commanded.

May we merit to carry out our part in Hashem’s plan in this lifetime, willingly, and with full trust in His lovingkindness and wisdom.

Yom Kippur and the Holy Nekudos

Erev Yom Kippur and the Day Itself

On Yom Kippur the spiritual source of evil is completely subdued, and the evil inclination has no permission to accuse. This would seem to be a cause for great celebration—so why don’t we eat even more than usual on this most holy day? In truth, the holiness of Yom Kippur is so great that we rise to such a lofty level where eating and drinking have no place at all. On the contrary, if one eats or drinks on Yom Kippur, it gravely damages the sanctity of the day, to the point of being liable to kares, Heaven forbid. For this reason, there is a great obligation to eat more than usual on Erev Yom Kippur, preparing oneself for the holiness of the day so that he has the strength to fast. The preparatory eating is itself elevated to a very high level. Our sages taught that one who eats on Erev Yom Kippur and then fasts on Yom Kippur is considered as though he fasted on both days.

This is the deeper meaning of the sacred meal that Yaakov prepared for Yitzchak from the two young goats, which the sages explained correspond to the goats of Yom Kippur. At that time he received the blessings. (Presumably, Yitzchak partook of the goats before nightfall, and Yaakov received the blessings on Yom Kippur.) As the Megaleh Amukos teaches, Yom Kippur corresponds to Yaakov.

Therefore, a person must ask forgiveness from his fellow on Erev Yom Kippur, even if he offended him only with words. Every Jew has a share in drawing down the rectifications of this day, which are accomplished by declaring Hashem the King of glory—something possible only when the Jewish people honor one another and judge each other favorably. Eliyahu Rabba writes that the Yom Kippur prayers of one who harbors hatred in his heart toward any fellow Jew are not accepted on high. If someone damages the honor of his fellow and offends him, he has blemished and withholds the rectifications of Yom Kippur, since sins between people are not atoned for by Yom Kippur. We must remember that we are judged as we judge others. This is why the Baal Shem Tov wrote that on Erev Yom Kippur and on Yom Kippur itself, one should be especially careful to judge his fellows only favorably.

The Five Afflictions and Prayer of Yom Kippur

On Rosh Hashanah we begin the process of actualization through the sounding of the shofar. This generates the letters of speech, but they still lack their nekudos, the vowel points that give each letter its sound and actualize its meaning. Without nekudos, only the raw sound is revealed. This is why the shofar is described as “From the narrow place I called to Hashem” (Tehillim 118:5). The narrowness of the throat symbolizes speech not yet fully formed. Only when the letters receive their nekudos can speech emerge completely from those straits, and the coming year is truly actualized.

These nekudos are completed through longing and desire for closeness to Hashem, for what we yearn for determines where we are led. These are days of repentance and Divine favor, when the Jewish people cleave to Hashem with powerful yearning and deep longing—especially on Yom Kippur, when the highest nekudah, the kamatz, corresponding to Kesser, the Crown, is reached. At that point, the transition from potential to actualization is perfected.

For this reason Yom Kippur is marked by five prayers, corresponding to the five points of articulation of the mouth, because on that day speech itself is completed through the nekudos that articulate. These five points of consonant production are the tongue, lips, teeth, palate, and throat. Yom Kippur is also marked by five afflictions, for nekudos are created through desire and yearning. The loftier the nekudah, the greater the longing required.

On Yom Kippur we must reach the supreme nekudah—the very word kamatz means “to constrict,” as in kamtzan, a miser. In our context, kamatz represents complete self-nullification in order to attain the highest and most concealed level of longing, reaching the deepest desires for holiness and purity that form the ultimate expression of our being. To attain such a level requires extraordinary intensity of desire, coupled with total self-nullification and separation from all worldly cravings. That is why Yom Kippur requires abstinence through the five afflictions: by stripping away physical desire, we make ourselves capable of attaining the supreme longing embodied in the kamatz.
[Likutei HalachosRosh Hashanah 2:5]